This week I have been an absolute slug!
Way too much couch potatoing. Too much television and sugar. I am not sure if I am havingÂ mini depression episode, or fluctuating hormones or if I am slowing way down knowing that in two weeks I will be moving nonstop.Â In two weeks I start teaching , attending grad school topped off with myÂ son starting his school schedule.
How can I be an intelligent woman who has never been able to loose the eighty pounds I gained with the pregnancy of my son?Â It has been almost sixteen years.Â How have I allowed myself to carry this burden which has hindered me so much? I know what is good for me.
I have been able to commit myself to art, a marriage, children but I have been unable to commit to caring for myself.Â What is that about? I am frustrated.Â Has anyone out there been able to break their bad habits?
(Wendy’s dream is still to become a influential international artist, but she left 8 Women Dream in March of 2010 to complete grad school.Â She is still a strong supporter of 8 Women Dream and you will see her in the comments on the blog.)